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Goodness, it's been some time! I suppose y'all have wondered where I went off to. I will gladly tell you! Let's start with hello, I am back. I have decided to start drawing again, mostly because I have some free time now. As y'all know, I lost my account back in 2019 due to an indefinite ban, to which I still don't know the cause behind that. I randomly logged in about a year later, and found my account was back! Which was great, but by that time I kind of lost my will to draw. I lost my job when the pandemic started, as most people did, and that made me more depressed so even though I had tons of free time, I didn't use it to draw like, at all. I would doodle all the time, now that I go back and look at my little notebooks I keep at my desk, but that's about it. In 2022, I got pregnant with my wonderful son. He was born in 2023 and has been the light of my life ever since. My husband and I do our best not to spoil him (I really do try haha) but of course we can't help splurging a
BIG UPDATE! IM BACK
If you didn't see my status update, yes I am back. Back in November of 2019, I had just gotten back from my Honeymoon and was trying to login to my account when it just kept sending me back to the login in page. There was no "incorrect password or username" notification so I was understandably confused. I searched my account just in the search bar and it turned up as a deactivated account. I was devastated, as I sure didn't do that. How could I, when I was in the middle of the ocean with no internet for 8 days? The worst part was when I tried to contact someone, ANYONE from deviantart, I got ZERO response. Not even an automated message. And trust me, I emailed them A LOT. I even made another account to email them from and be like "Hey, where tf is my account??" It was probably the most devastated I've ever felt. I thought I lost all my art from 2010 - 2016 ( as I had made backups of all art from 2016 and on) and all my friends. Cut to yesterday, August 2020, when I randomly
Small update
Hello friends!
Just wanted to say that I have finally come to terms with the fact that I have severe depression and anxiety. I even have begun seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist to get the help I need.
Wedding planning is going pretty alright; I got my dress and it makes me feel like a princess haha
I was also diagnosed with agoraphobia or the fear of places and situations that might cause panic, helplessness, or embarrassment, so yeah that blows
Nothing else really happening; I keep doodles that I draw at work when bored and it makes me wanna draw again :>
Hi friends
Hi! I bet you didn't think you would see me again. I honestly didn't think I would back, but here we are.
I'm not here to say that I am back or anything, but to say that I won't be gone forever!
Feelin' like drawing a little, but idk
That's all~
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I can try to do this, but it takes time 'cause I have super much exams😪